AISubs v3.7
I think I'm going to cry.
Good morning.
I'm up.
Hey!
Something bad happened.
Hey!
I'm going to be late for work in an hour.
Something bad happened.
Everyone is looking for ways to edit videos.
I'm out of ideas.
I don't have time for politics anymore.
I can't watch videos of girls crying because of dry skin.
On July 15th, I'm going to do a full band one-man- live at Yabai Music Hall, which is the largest music hall in Osaka so far.
Whether it's full or not, there's a live show that's as important as my future is decided.
I've been back in Osaka for a month and I've been doing live shows with my chosen members every day, road shows, entertainment shows, and YouTube streams every day.
I've been working hard for a month.
I didn't say I was an idol with little connection, but I announced a timeline like a high school or middle school classmate.
"Anyone interested?" and "500 yen to 3,000 yen, but if you buy it, we'll send it to you."
It's been a week and no one's answering me.
I can't.
Is that possible?
It's convenient, isn't it?
I don't think their words are friends anymore.
Once again, I realized that I don't have any friends.
Oh, it hurts.
I realized that precious days are not important to others.
I know, but if I don't buy it, I won't be able to continue next year.
Hey...
Come on!
Come on...
I want you to give me a good live...
Oh, cicada is crying!
I just heard my first cicada's voice...
Finally, she cried...
Cicada and me...
Once in a lifetime grand gamble
Well, I don't think I should talk about it like this...
I belong to an idol group called "Nippon Wachacha".
It's a contract that says you have to sell it in three years.
It's been two and a half years now.
The boundary of "selling" is vague, so it's difficult, isn't it?
We're all working hard to achieve the goal of "selling out" at Budokan.
We only have half a year left.
At the moment, we can't go to Budokan.
If it becomes very popular in half a year...
If we can decide on Budokan after half a year...
If we can't decide on a park, not a park...
If we can't decide on a park...
Disband?
It's March of next year.
I'm sorry for now, but we don't have enough members.
But we can't even fill in the gap of 3,000 people.
If we work hard and fill it in...
Do you still have hope?
March of next year...
Budokan is not a place where you can easily borrow money.
You have to be good at it.
The president will lend it to you.
But we don't have the skills, so we can't borrow it.
It's still early.
I can't watch videos of old women crying.
It's not like that.
So what have you been up to for the past two years?
Tell me what you've been up to!
First of all, our debut was in March 2020.
Even though this group was formed before COVID-19,
on March 28th of our debut,
COVID-19 broke out and the world was already in a dark state,
and we made our debut!
It's already been two minutes!
We didn't have any idol live performances,
and our agency was also a private agency,
so we didn't have money or skills to do anything.
We didn't have any contents or ads,
and after our debut, we went to the agency every day and went home late at night for half a year.
We really didn't have a break.
We didn't know anything, so we decided to do a live performance and post it on social media for now.
We bought a Mac and installed video editing software,
and every day we searched for ways to edit videos or film ourselves,
and we started posting every day.
We filmed ourselves for about a year and a half,
and when we realized it, the president stopped editing for us,
and we were busy doing live performances and editing videos and planning.
We kept doing it for a year, but the number of subscribers didn't go up to a thousand,
and we couldn't do it.
We made a lot of mistakes.
By chance, an event that came out in the summer, a video posted by someone, a video of me dancing with my eyes open went viral, and from there, the number of subscribers increased to 5,000, and everyone was happy and said, "Anything is fine." At that time, I was still young, but I was happy that YouTube, which I have been working hard on, has reached 1,000, and Gachacha has been found.
Even so, it's the power of others, but I want to go first and get it mixed up, so even if I do a one-man live, 100 people and 200 people will do their best and go around hotly, so I went to Osaka at that time, but in the second year, I was hungry and tried to move to Tokyo, but I was studying at a university and had a salary of less than 100,000 at that time, so if you move to Tokyo, you can hardly eat, but everyone was hungry and moved.
When I moved to Tokyo, I was surprised and said, "Of course, but it was in Osaka, wasn't it?"
I'm not popular anymore, and no one will look back at me no matter what I do, and everyone gathers and says, "Oh no, what should I do?" At that time, I thought it would be better to focus on singing something.
That was last summer.
I didn't have any income because I didn't have a live show, and I cut my salary before I went on stage, and everyone was spending money.
Another summer video went viral.
Again, well, that's why I have more followers.
I'm just so frustrated.
I'm grateful to the people who put it on me and I'm grateful to the people who put it on me.
But I've been borrowing other people's strength and increasing the number of times, and it's just a color shift.
I was really frustrated, so I made a personal YouTube channel for a year and made a buzzer I thought of.
I'm finally starting to mix a little bit of TikTok and stuff, and I'm finally getting more opportunities for everyone to know me, aren't I?
I'm starting to get a buzzer.
I'm starting to get more new members and I'm starting to be able to establish my own ethnicity, and I'm starting to feel like I have to aim for Budokan properly.
We decided on an important one-time live at the Osaka Jumei Gayo Academy, but we didn't celebrate it that easily.
I think there were about 400 people who came to the two-year anniversary live.
It's amazing that only 200 people came in one year.
Two and a half years is not enough to gather a thousand people.
That's why I can't go.
Osaka Jumei Gayo Academy, this is already 3,000 people.
But COVID-19 is dangerous, so I have to put in 1,500 people.
Today, everything is frustrating.
I couldn't get results, but I'm doing everything I can to analyze and challenge what I have and what I can do.
I've been repeating "try and error" over and over again.
On the contrary, I didn't play with my friends or go back to the fridge.
So, again, if you invite me to lunch, I won't come back to the fridge.
I'm too clumsy and I'm crying in the morning.
I'm so hungry.
But I'm confident in doing a good live.
When I debuted, I wasn't good at singing and dancing, so I thought I wouldn't dance for the rest of my life.
But I thought I should practice dancing when I get older.
Finally, I'm practicing dancing and singing.
My nose is running.
I've been frustrated since morning.
I can do it again in six months.
I can do it.
I'm clumsy and cute.
I'm not good at dancing.
I don't have a good sense.
I'm not smart.
I don't know why I'm not good at dancing.
I don't know why.
I saw it.
I'm crying because it's the best.
Even if I cry and struggle, I want to succeed.
I can't open my eyes because I'm too smart.